I have resisted every urge, and I will continue to do so. If I cave just once I know I’ll start again. I do not want to smoke at all.
I still nic out, like I am right now, but that has become rare. I love not smoking. I love every part of being in control of what I do after I eat, or after I wake up. I love not having to pause a movie for a smoke break. I love that my wife doesn’t tell me I stink anymore.
My breath is better, it’s easier to breath deeply. Fuck smoking. Never again. Not even once. Making it a year isn’t even a question.
PS: Schade das ein Altenpfleger, Ärzte, Krankenschwestern und Heilerziehungspfleger die mit behinderten Menschen arbeiten, also Menschen die wirklich etwas leisten und der Gesellschaft was bringen, verglichen dazu, einen Hungerlohn verdienen. Welcome to the modern world. Ich geh offline.